NO HOPE , NO TRUST!

The First time I feel with no hope and no trust It was 2 years ago . For me, Family is one of the most important things in the world ,I have My mother named Noemi , A father named Antonio and my Little sister named Mariadela. We where on summer vacation and my parents were getting a divorce but it wasn,t official  yet , but my sister and I were having separate vacation time with my parents. So it was our time to go with my mom , My mom decided that we have to go to a vacation trip  , so we went to Xetulul that is an amusement park ,  we arrived and we were having so much fun it was a sunny day , the clowds were perfectly White and the sun was big enough to warm all the country. We unpack our stuff and then we went to the pool , an hour later my aunt and my cousins arrived and we were enjoying the moment at the pool joking and fooling around. It was time to take dinner and the sunny and clowdy day dissapear it was raining and the sky was a dark as possible , we were walking to the restaurant , to get to the restaurant we have to walk near the pool so I was walking and there was wáter in the floor so I flipped and  I felt in the ground and I hit my head , I hear my mom talking to me and saying my name but I cant open my eyes I remember that my head hurts so much that I can’t even get up , so finally they took me to the hospital and I was fine , minutes later my aunt receive a call from one of my father’s friend telling her “THE BAD NEWS” my father had a horrible car accident and he was in the hospital . They didn’t  imagine the maginitude of the accident nor  the gravity of the injuries of my dad. Hours later they received another call , it was my grandparents they were crying because my dad was not going to walk anymore and that was not all he could even be a quadraplegic person , he wouldn’t be able to move his arms nor his legs , BIG SHOCK  huh? , My mom and my aunt didn’t want to tell anything to my sister and I but I was’nt dumb I knew that something went wrong and it was a big deal , so I asked my mom what was happening and she tell me with a soft and sweet voice nothing my dear is just that we are leaving tommorrow and do not ask why , and then I was more curious  , I mean I was a kid when someone tell me that do not tdo something I do it ten thousand times. Well we came back to my house and my mom tell my sister and I , I have to tell something to you girls , but first of all ,everything is going to be fine. So my mom throw us the bomb , my Little sister didn’t realice the magnitude of the things  so she just surprised and say so everything is going to be okay? Right? And In my head I just think  WHY ME? WHY THIS HAPPENED? WHY MY FATHER?  HE IS GOING TO BE FINE?  WHERE IS GOD IN THIS SITUATION? WHERE IS MY HOPE AND MY TRUST?  And all of the sudden I was crying and feeling really dissapointed about life and questioning myself if  trust and hope really exist! I came to the hospital and all my loved ones were crying and debasted , I remember that the doctor camed out and tell to my grandparents that my father broke his  sixth disc of the spinal cord  and he said that he may have a solution but it wasn’t sure that its going to work effectively  , If my dad and they agree they could make a surgery and use a titanium sticks and stem cells . My dad agree and he was excited and in that moment he was the most positive person I ever met , the surgery last 6 hours I stay the hole time outside the operating room . they finally camed out and the doctor said that everything was a succes but it was not sure if he would be able to walk. My dad wake up and the first thing he tries to do is  move their leg , unfurtunelly things do not work that fast but he moves his toe . the doctor could not believe it neither my family . I was in there watching my dad moving his toe it was a miracle and I was surprised and amazed what God and faith could do. Also the strenght my father had , help him to be able to walk again. Now my father is fine he is working like always and supporting me and my sister. And he walks like nothing happen so I thanked God for every miracle he does every single day. <3

Romans 12:12
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.